"I'M not crazy, YOU are!" she was shaking her finger at me - and it's never been diagnosed. But it's there, make no mistake, like tainted water. My mother, close to normal, but just not quite, and this is my working through it.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Mice in my belly
I remember sitting as a little girl hearing my belly rumbling.
The only other sound I knew like that, and knew well, was the sound of mice running in the walls.
So - obviously - I concluded that I had mice running around in my belly.
The amazing adaptability of kids - nothing registered in that memory of being unacceptable. Only now as an adult does the situation appall me. That hunger was familiar, accepted and just thought of like a state of being. That mice in the walls was familiar and "norm". And the idea that I had mice in my belly was just as accepted in a more of a "huh, well, waddayaknow" type of way.
Amazing.
The only other sound I knew like that, and knew well, was the sound of mice running in the walls.
So - obviously - I concluded that I had mice running around in my belly.
The amazing adaptability of kids - nothing registered in that memory of being unacceptable. Only now as an adult does the situation appall me. That hunger was familiar, accepted and just thought of like a state of being. That mice in the walls was familiar and "norm". And the idea that I had mice in my belly was just as accepted in a more of a "huh, well, waddayaknow" type of way.
Amazing.
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